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Tag Archives: Emotions
Life just keeps going on
Its been about 6 months since I have added to the blog. It seems like nothing much ever changes. You would think after 10 years of this torture I could somehow make peace with it all but I can not … Continue reading
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Tagged anxiety, coping, death, depression, despair, Emotions, exhaustion, Fear, illness, Panic Disorder, regret, social security, Survival, Understanding
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Early morning, late night, same thing
It’s 5:54am. Been up since 4am, well, really, I was up at 10, 11, 12:30, 2, 3:30 and finally gave up and got up at 4am. Typical night. Up why? Let me count the ways…..Arms sleep, nausea, sciatica in right … Continue reading
Things are always changing, whether you want them to or not.
I guess it’s time to bring everyone up to speed. I have been pretty sick all summer, and am now starting back on solid food. My stomach and intestines are not liking it one bit but it is a one … Continue reading
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Tagged anxiety, coping, death, depression, Emotions, exhaustion, Fear, illness, loss, Survival
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It’s raining
Its been ten years now of anxiety levels off the charts, daily (sometimes multiple daily) panic attacks, depression so deep about it all that goes to the mantle of the earth. As God is my witness I have tried everything … Continue reading
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Tagged anxiety, Chickens, coping, death, depression, despair, domestic violence, Emotions, exhaustion, Fear, Mental pain, Panic Disorder, Physical pain, Rabbits
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When your soulmate dies…
On March 3rd I got a phone call that has changed my life. I guy I had met and dated for most all of my teenage years passed away. His family decided that I was not right for him somewhere … Continue reading
It happens for a reason..or does it?
Anybody out there buy that old “happens for a reason”? Take today. I get up feeling like crap…dizzy, light headed, like I want to cry..again, like everyday. What to hell is the reason for that? I manage to get around … Continue reading
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Tagged Chickens, coping, depression, Emotions, exhaustion, Panic Disorder, Rabbits, self sufficiency, Understanding, work, work from home
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Examining fears, number 1-death
I participated in an exercise that revolved around physically writing down fears, then looking at each and searching for their story. When did that fear start? Why did it start? who, what where was involved? Although I have been doing … Continue reading
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Tagged Anita Moorjani, anxiety, coping, Emotions, Fear, HSP, Panic Disorder, Understanding
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Getting through the day
I guess my job hunt is over. After 4 months it seems I do not belong anywhere. No one wants to hire a person who can only work when they feel up to it, which is about one day a … Continue reading
I need….
I need to find a job that I can do from home to get out of debt so I can change my living situation. I need to change my living situation so I can get some peace. I need to … Continue reading
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Tagged anxiety, being taken advantage of, broke, domestic violence, dreams, Emotions, Fear, job, job hunting, Panic Disorder, self reliance, self sufficiency, Survival
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What on earth is wrong with the world?
I am blessed to live on a hillside surrounding a lake. One day after 3 days of down pour rain my daughter who was quite little at the time asked me, quite seriously, what we would do if the lake … Continue reading
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Tagged anxiety, elimination of a fear, Emotions, Fear, self employment, self reliance, self sufficiency, Survival
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The Busy Agoraphobic 